Lies. Just realize the truth. Smiles are masks. They are used as a means of hastening the pointless chore of interaction with you. The False Harmony is an art, and Seeing as Hate will forever burn more energy than Love, it is wise to put on false airs as a means of conservation of ones mental and physical energy. This doesn't mean a thing, in regards to actuallity. The truth is You are not dead because I've not permitted my flesh to take control of me. This act of suppression, is meant to strengthen the control of self. He who has complete control of self, can be controlled by no one, thus making him uncontrollable. Out of control if you would. Now ask yourself. Would you put your "precious" life in such a peril, and cling to someone who is out of control ? It seems that being guilded is the only way to survive, and isn't as simple as one might think.

I'm kinda going through some tough times. I had to get some of all that frustration out. This didn't take me very long, as it wasn't something I had planned to do. It was rather used to relieve myself of inner tensions. Its nothing too great.